Matt 7:21 “Not everyone who says to Me,’Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven.”
A) The email I wrote to all my family members on 6th Nov 2009.
Some 6 to 8 months ago, I emailed to all, saying that we should visit each
other more often rather then confining to our own routine, own world and
visit only once in CNY(Chinese New Year celebration). I wrote about Eldest Auntie (father’s eldest
sister) who would make the effort to visit everyone in Singapore at least
twice a year. Johore Bahru is not near and yet her love really bring
relatives closer together across the causeway. But since she was gone.
This link has been broken. Wonder how we would go from here? Visit each
other more often to care for one another. Today our dearest 3rd Sister is
gone. Could we have done better …….. caring…. loving………..
I brought Good news to father that “Mom and Ah Bong” are in heaven, and
father is in peace, he did not cry when talk about her. Jean is still
translating into Mandarin. Unfortunate she is down with certain ailment
and somehow there is a delay. I wanted to produce this story in booklet
and gave to all of you. Unfortunately, I could not bring this good news to
3rd Sister. (See end note *5) For those who can read English. Here is the link (click or copy to browser):
Should I say, it depends on God’s will. Who has the Wisdom to know God’s
This afternoon (at 2.45pm 6th Nov 2009), I received a shocking call from my father. He said that my 3rd Sister had jumped down from the building. Committed suicide. I was very grieved to hear this news. Last week, I tried to visit her but did not know her address.
My heart was heavy as I took the train from Dover MRT station. I sobbed quietly but unashamedly. I could have visited her family last week but I did not know the address. Maybe, if I had spoken to her about Lord Jesus and about the hope that my Mom and Sister Ah Bong is in heaven. Things might be different? At the house, my father told us that 3rd Sister called him at about 10am in the morning, she said “Life is difficult, full of sufferings, one sickness came and was cured, then another sickness come.”
There after my father did not hear from her and the hand phone was switched off. About 12 something, she jumped down from another building and was gone.
I said in my heart:
“Oh Father Jesus, would you give my 3rd Sister a second chance? Was this
not mentioned, even if one soul is saved, Angels are celebrating in
Heavens. I don’t know, it is up to His will, to question God almighty of
his decision is making myself the greatest fool.” So I would want to pray,
call for GLOBAL PRAYER according to His Will (if it is his will):-
“Lord Jesus, our father in heaven. Was it not mention in Bible,
even if one soul is saved, Angels in heaven will celebrate?
Who can understand God’s will?
What bravery of a man has; to dare to question God of his Wisdom?
Were not things make to happened for his Glory?
Lord Jesus, if it is your will to have more than one soul saved,
We would like to pray this Global prayer:-
Bones that was shattered is being joined in Jesus’ Name.
Bones are being straightened again in Jesus’ Name.
Flesh and Blood are put back together in Jesus’ Name.
In Jesus’ Name, the dead has been resurrected to serve Him better.
Hallelujah, Glory to His Almighty Name!
“In the same way, I tell you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.” Luke 15:10 (Thanks to Pastor Aries for helping me find this verse on 21/11/2009, Svc2)
Am I not a fool for writing all these?
I rather be a fool than to become a greater fool by not doing anything!
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B) The testimony
I had mixed feeling of grieve and anguish. I just couldn’t accept the fact that my lovely 3rd Sister was gone.
As I see my 2 young nephews, going through the funeral rites, it really hurt me. I kept saying to myself:-
“How selfish, she just jumped down to solve her pain of suffering, why couldn’t she think for the young sons. They are still young 23 and 21, still need motherly care. Maybe if she would had focus her thought of seeing the sons growing up and getting married, rather than self sufferings, this hope should give her the will power to press on, and carry on with life. But, I guess she couldn’t bear the pain anymore, energy depleted. There was one stage in her life, she taken up 2 jobs just to make end meet.”
I once spoke to her about her well being and how she was doing; her reply was “No choice lah, just keep on working.”
Then, there was this gathering of my family members at the funeral wake, all summarised in union “It is just impossible! There was so much going on for her. She did mention of the good news that her elder son will be in University. And that her husband has been very caring lately, bringing her to clinics, hospital. Sort of expression of contentment. Why would she want to end her life just like that? Sickness can be cured! What did the mediums said to her that caused confusion perhaps?”
I think it is all lies by the spiritual craft. My brother-in-law said that she visited the mediums at Queens Street Temple a week ago. I think we all knew that most mediums are all out to make money out of desperate people. (However there are good mediums who don’t do that). People are paying tons of money to these people for their talisman, prayer and it is very easy for them to exploit. (These are just my opinion) Who knows they may say something for their own gain and told my Sister not to tell anyone or else consequences would be direr I guess this is the reason why brother-in-law could not tell us much on what the mediums actually said to my 3rd Sister.
Friends, don’t consult the “false GODs” Know the different!
These “Gods’ would always demand for money, offerings and sacrifices to help individual to get “cured of sickness, winning of love, money and many other worldliness things.” Many of these mediums would put fear into these desperate people (exploitation) by telling them that if they don’t obey, death be fallen upon them or something bad will happen to their family or all sort of bad Omen.
Bible said “Do not pray to these Idols or Idolatries.”
But one and our only true God, Lord Jesus said, “Come all yee heavy laden people, I will give you rest.” “I am your way to life, the living water.” THE TRUTH, Lord Jesus wants you to live your life to the fullness.” Lord Jesus teach you about love “Love God with all your heart and love your neighbours feverently.” Lord Jesus doesn’t put fear of the worldlism in you but he put life into you! Lord Jesus had healed many people of sickness according to his will. When you live your life for other people, you will not be bothered with self sufferings but to do the Will of God till the day He come. So death is never in the thought of true reborn Christian!
See the different! Lord Jesus only asks you to believe in him. While those “Fake Gods” would ask you to make offerings, sacrifice or even instil fear in you and some even create thoughts in you “that death can help one escape the sufferings.” That is all wrong! When one died, Mark 9:44 “Their worm does not die, And the fire is not quenched.” Worm is the symbolical meaning of one’s memory, and it will lingers on and fire is the suffering in Hell. We had heard of people being brought to witness Hell and how these “residents in Hell” can never forget what they had done (or should have done) and all the sorrowful memories while being alive on earth plus the sufferings in HELL, it is double portion of torture!
Lord Jesus’ death had brought about the Salvation of people, Nations upon nations.
It was strange, my 3rd Sister departure from this world had brought about the union of relatives, we had not seen for almost 20 years.
Since our Lord Jesus had instructed me to stop the resurrection prayer, I prayed to Lord Jesus to show me a dream or a Vision. And true enough, the following morning I had a dream (confimed, I am the only one who have the dream):-
As I was entering the house with 2 or more Angels (at first I thought they were my family members) at the main door, I heard one of the angels spoke to me “your sister is expecting you.” The angels were just behind me as I was at the main door entrance that was swinged widely open, I saw my 3rd sister sited, dressed in pink at kitchen area smiling sweetly as though she had anticipated my arrival. She appeared as though just discharged from Hospital after being completely cured of sickness and in the clean pink discharged dress. She didn’t wave her hand and she was under some kind of shade, her right hand was on the table while her left hand was on her left lap. While my brother-in-law was just behind her in the sun light doing his own things as usual, left hand holding some kind of papers happily typing the keys of a calculator. It seems that he could not see my 3rd sister nor me as I stepped into the hall, as I walk towards my sister. The Vision of my sister seems to be superimposed. She looks like being in the transformed body in her youth of late 20s. I was a little bit frightened at first but her sweet smile and gesture was like as if thanking me for what I had done. I remembered, I prayed a resurrection prayer but stopped praying after the third time and I immediately removed the original post from Facebook, while the email I had already sent out, I could not retrieve. I woke up as I entered the hall because I was frightened and then, I took the MRT to Yishun for the funeral wake.
At Yishun, I told my dream to my younger sister and she told me something. She said that she had received Word of knowledge from our Lord Jesus “Strawberry and cream” at about 9pm plus. **[And she said that 3rd sister had asked God for “permission to go” and Lord Jesus had granted 3rd sister “permission to go” i.e. 3rd sister did not disobey God in going away like this.] I asked what she thought of the strawberry and cream and she replied that the “Strawberry and cream” means 3rd Sister is happily enjoying better life in heaven. A revelation confirmation that I couldn’t accept. But after recalling how my 3rd Sister had smile sweetly as if there were so much joy sprouted out of her, no more sufferings and the way she looked at me as I was entering main entrance of her house seems like she had already anticipated my arrival and the broad smile on her lips and eyes were the combined gesture as if telling me how deeply she had appreciated me for having prayed and interceded for her. No wonder, Lord Jesus told me that there will be no physical resurrection of my 3rd Sister in flesh and blood and our Lord had stopped me from praying that way at about 9pm plus before my eldest son came back home, about the same time my sister Laura received the vision words, it was so amazing. I began to reconcile what my youngest sister had revealed to me, and I could further interpret the symbolic meaning of the vision words. The colour of strawberry being red represents the blood of Jesus and the colour of cream being white represents purified. Thus Lord Jesus had shed blood for my 3rd sister to cleanse her of all sins and she is now emerged as clean purified bride. Thank You Lord Jesus for your grace and glory to your name.
While many may criticised, laughed in disbelieved at what my youngest sister and I had prayed and said thanks to Lord Jesus on Saturday morning, I wouldn’t be angry or unhappy with anyone.
When Lord Jesus had indeed resurrected, many disciples had believed except Thomas who said in John 20:25-29 “Unless I see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe. And after eight days His disciples were again inside, and Thomas with them. Jesus came, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, “Peace to you!” Then He said to Thomas, “Reach your finger here, and look at My hands; and reach your hand here, and put it into My side. Do not be unbelieving, but believing.” And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believed.”
What is the cost to you if you were to believe the story?
I’ll tell you the answer, it will cost you NOTHING to believe but if you believe, you will PROFIT shower of blessings and have eternal life.
My friend, don’t fight with the Gift of Knowledge that was given to you by our Holy Spirit. Just look at me, when my youngest sister told me about it, I used my logical mind thinking that only if my 3rd sister had accepted Christ in front of my eyes, then I’ll believe. However at that instant, at my back of my mind I was reasoning out that if my 3rd sister knew that she is not going to heaven, then why she smiled sweetly and with great joy? So, my friend while the logical mind (from the flesh) is telling me that based on principle and logics, it is not possible that my sister can be in heaven while the Spirit man in me had patiently explained and reasoned out to me using heavenly language; the revelations and symbolical meanings. I am convinced and I choose to believe the living Words of God. I listened to the sermon by Rev Robb Thompson 10am service 8th November 2009 and his message came upon me as Rhema words from God. When Lord Jesus was tempted by the devil. Matt 4:3-4 “If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become bread. But Jesus replied, It is writtened, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.'”
And yet another message Matt 16:15-18 “Jesus said to them,”But who do you say that I am? Simon Peter answered and said, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” Jesus answered and said to him “for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My father who is in Heaven. And I said to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and gates of Hades shall not prevail against it.”
I tears profusely as I continue to type this testimony into the words document with my laptop while listening to Rev Robb Thompson. I guess it was the joy within me.
And to tame my carnal minded knowledge of principality or of doctrine, he mentioned about THE PROCESS OF REVELATIONS that the “3rd Point” has been changed from Knowledge to Repentance.” It speaks to me as “Seek repentance for my carnal knowledge.”
These words by Rev Robb Thompson came upon me like thunder bolt of Rhema words. My carnal mind that uses logic to understand these things creates doubts but was completely put to death by the Rhema words spoken by Rev Robb Thompson and I asked Lord Jesus for forgiveness.
I kept telling myself “How can this be! How can this be! I am a nobody. Lord Jesus had spoken to me and had done something better than doing the physical resurrection. Father Jesus had redeemed my 3rd sister into Kingdom of heaven. I still couldn’t believe, who am I to deserve the prayer being answered.”
The reassuring words came from the Bible Matt 18:19 “Assuredly I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven.”
Wisdom gave one the ability to interpret and understand God’s will and to receive blessings, while disbelieve (in great doubts), one will suffer detachment from God and will not be blessed!
Just like what Rev Robb Thompson had preached, “by saying all these things, I risked being judged and persecute by people.”
Even till the end, Lord Jesus is still bleeding blood for people Horses with No names.
Then I advised my youngest sister that, my dream can be told. The revelation must be treated like transfiguration of Lord Jesus.
Many work for Lord Jesus has been done, many relative’s relationship has been rekindled in friendship, and we have not seen each other for almost 20 years! The timing was such that even many relatives who were supposedly away are already in Singapore to come together. Praise the Lord. Now I fully understand why my Sister was smiling thankfully when she saw me at the main entrance of her house. The Spirit man in me had won the battle; the logical mind now understands everything with the Rhema words presented wholesomely. Lord Jesus had given my 3rd Sister a second chance, preached the Gospel to her once again and she accepted it! My 3rd sister is now rejoicing with Mom and Ah Bong in heaven.
1 Peter 3:18-19 “For Christ also suffered once for sins, the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh but made alive by the Spirit, by whom also He went and preached to the spirits in prison, who formerly were disobedient.”
Stanley’s youngest sister adds this: Yesterday, on Monday (9-11-09), the Lord revealed to me this of our 3rd sister – “Praise her.” He repeated it one more time “Praise.” I remember when I was a child; one of my sisters brought me to a Chinese church. I believe it could be my 3rd sister. It is possible that before she passed away, she returned to the Lord. And who knows how she prayed for our family in the long ago past and now currently also before she left. I deeply believe her suicide was not against God’s will but was, as shared earlier, permitted by God for His own mysterious reasons. Perhaps that is why, when I visited her the Sunday before she passed away, as I recall it, her expression appeared to be that of someone at peace. From her expression, she did not appear to be struggling in her heart.
** This part of the notes needs deeper understanding. Though I personally see it as my youngest sister’s personal opinion derived from the understanding of the Vision words given to her by our Lord Jesus, I would rather explain then to doubts. First and foremost, we all understand that all things are make to happen by God for a purpose. I had not forgotten Rev Dr A.R. Bernard’s preaching “All things are make to happen by God as long as benefits out weights consequences.” Just like Lord Jesus; knowing that he will be condemned and crucified and he still go to Jerusalem. An act equivalent to ‘suicide’ of modern day. But Lord Jesus has to do it because he is fulfilling God’s will. There are others saints of God who acted the same way too and was either put to death or executed to fulfil God’s will. On the same token, God allowed the devil (or Satan’s servant) to influence my 3rd sister to give up her life and fulfilled many part of God’s work. In completion, we will see the glory and grace of God. Remember, all things are allow or make to happen by the invinsible hands of God.
This testimony is not to give wrong ideas, believe or understanding that suicide is right with God. It is NOT. Why? Because Lord Jesus wants you to continue to love God feverently and do his will on earth. (While my 3rd sister, Lord Jesus has a role for her, see the colour representation below that matches her character.) Remember, when Lord Jesus was being tempted by the devil Matt 4:6 “If you are the son of God, throw yourself down.” But Lord Jesus rebuke the devil Matt 4:7 “It is written again, “You shall not tempt the Lord Your God.”
What about this message Matthew 7:21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but he who does the will of My father in heaven.”
The bible message is very clear! Not all who confessed to have accepted Christ and called him “Lord, Lord shall enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but only those do does the will of My father.” Very Big Questions! Throughout your whole Christian life, how would you know if you are doing the will of God? Doing the will of God is not to be told by someone or by acquiring method or by measure of academically trained. There has to be dreams and visions, revelations upon revelations and confirmations upon confirmations and even Lord Jesus may sent Angels to reveal to you. All these must be tested by the living words of God.
My 3rd sister’s conversion to be a rightful resident in heaven has everything to do with accomplishing the will of God.
1. Helped me to write the end time resurrection prayer for the buried.
2. Foster relation amongst family and relatives. The timing is such that even those who are supposed to be in another country are here together.Fulfill the desire of 5th sister and myself to meet distance relatives.
3. Moved me to write email that makes my family members read the testimony of “Mom and Ah Bond in heaven.” Planting of seeds in the hearts.
4. Gave me the key to unlocked the secret answer to my sister Laura question “What happen to those people who didn’t have the chance to hear the Gospel, like our great grand parent or ancestors?”
5. Gave me the key to unlock the secret answer to my dunting question “Why Lord Jesus would has to continue bringing true believers to witness Hell and leave these people for a short while to fan for themselves against the demons and evil at the depth of Hell?”
6. Gift of knowledge given to me, my Mom dressed with Purple, my 4th sister dressed in GREEN and now my 3rd sister dressed in PINK shall be the angels continuing to do the will of God till the day HE comes.
7. And of cause, brought words of knowledge and dream unto me, vision words and word of knowledge to my sister Laura and word of knowledge to my nephew Kelvin for the completion of this testimony.
8. Most importantly, the seeds had been planted for the Kingdom of God.
From 6th Nov 2009 to 8th Nov 2009, I believe there are much things done, people just have to come out and share.
Here are the significant meanings of the dress colour given to Mom, 4th sister and 3rd sister:
Purple is royalty. A mysterious colour, purple is associated with both nobility and spirituality.
Green symbolizes the master healer, the life force, self-respect and well being.
Pink is the colour of universal love and provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.
Addon notes (21/12/2009): Thus knowing the role of Angels is very important, so that you know how to deploy them to do God’s work in Jesus’s name. As confirmed by Rev Dr John Avanzini on 6/12/2009. I specifically prayed for an Angel to be deployed to heal our sister-in-Christ, residing in LA about 2 to 3 days before it was posted in Fb by Pastor Kong himself that she was healed. And he confirmed it during one of the sermon that an Angel had healed her as prophesied by Rev Dr Steve Munsey. Praise the Lord!
ANYWAY, IS THERE ANYONE WHO HAS THE AUTHORITY AND WISDOM TO QUESTION FATHER JESUS’ DECISION? DON’T BE LIKE THOMAS WHO WOULD ONLY BELIEVE IF HE PERSONALLY SEE AND FEEL BY HIS OWN HAND.
Father Jesus said “Do not be UNBELIEVING, be BELIEVING.” John 20:25-29
Lord Jesus’ assurance for all believers:
1Cor 10:13:”There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.”
Add on Notes:
Reply from my nephew :-
Thank you for sharing your dream and interpretation to it. I had also prayed to God that He’ll resurrect my mom physically too. But Jesus also placed a thought in my mind not to do so. I was very upset at that moment. And so, I asked him if it is within His Will and grace, can He bring salvation to my mum and bring her into heaven. With regard to this, I heard nothing about it. All this happened during the 2nd night (shou ye).
It is only when I read your message that I felt relief in my heart because I’ll be able to see my mom in heaven. I’ll tell my dad about this soon, though He has not come to know Christ yet. As well as my younger brother because it’ll bring relief in his heart too.
Once again, I want to thank you for bringing the message to me. More importantly, to thank God for his immeasurable grace for all of us.
Today (15th Nov 2009) at the Mandai Crematorium. I had check with the others, so it is confirmed that I am the only chosen to have the dream of my 3rd sister in pink dress. And it was further confirmed that this is the same type of colour dress she worn on her last day. This is the reply from my Nephew aftering reading the shorten version of this testimony.